Can’t sleep at all. Sucks when your constantly thinking about shit .. specially about your future . school is hard for me . and had been ever since I started high school . like , i never want to go and i dont , not paying attention . just fucking up . and I don’t want to be a failure . I don’t want to tell people I didn’t graduate , especially my kids in the future . :( I need to tighten up and hopefully the new house and environment will help . I’m sure it will !